I think I'm giving up on xanga.  I just don't have anything to say anymore.  I will probly still look at everyone else's and maybe up date if something big happens.  Otherwise...I think I'm done.

PeAcE

Yesterday I was asked if I wanted to be a face model.  That makes me feel beautiful. 

Things are kinda messed up right now.  I'm slacking at school really bad.  I dont mean to but i just forget what i have to do for homework and everything.  Also I've been staying out late so I'm somewhat sleep deprived.  I put myslef in a situation yesterday that I didn't want to be in.  I royally fucked myself...again.  Now I have to make a decision, again, that I don't want to make.  I know that i'm going to regret whatever I decide to do after I do it.  Why do I do this to myself?

I haven't updated for a while.  My bad.  I've been busy.  I aced a math test and bombed a chemistry test.  I think I'm going to change my major because I really can't stand chemistry.  Nothing really interesting has been happening though.  I went to The Excerisist of Emily Rose last night and it was freaking weird.  I loved it.  I about pooped my pants.  Me and Jen got our nails done.  We both think they could have done better but it was still fun to do that with her.  Anyways, that's about it.  Here's some inside jokes that I have made recently....

Me~ I just choked on my meat!

Justin~ Grandma uh, You made a mistake

Pat and Brandon~ Little pink mini van against the big black truck

Justin~ I just got a pink thing Me~ Mines bigger

I think I'm the only one out of all my friends that doesn't smoke or drink.  Every where I go im inhaling cancer and getting liver disease.  I mean I don't really care that they do it.  It's their life, I'm not going to judge them.  They are just having fun.  But I just feel like I'm missing out or that I'm just being stupid for thinking it's a big deal.  I wish I could just not worry about it and join in, but I'm not like that.  I've gotten this far without doing anything bad, why should I start now.  I really like my friends but it sucks that that's all they do.

Monday is the only day where I don't have to be anywhere at a certain time.  Everyday of the week I either have to be at school or at work.  I haven't been able to sleep in for a long time.  Not since I got this job.  Both of my parents and my sisters are going out of town.  That means that I have two empty houses for one night and two days.  PARTY!  Not really.  I can go to Brandon's or DJ's to do that.  I will probly have a couple people stay the night but other than that, I will be working. lol. Nothing new there.  Well, I'm just wasting time for class to get over so I'm going to go.  Hopefully I will see some of you like Devin and Peyton when I go up to west later today. In about an hour actually.  Toodles.